First Full Swap
Our first full swap was a lot fun. There were some great moments and some not so great moments. It was a learning experience for sure, and I don’t regret it at all. Overall it confirmed we made the right decision to join the lifestyle and have sexy adventures together.
Night Before
The night before our first full swap was our first night at a swingers club. We were so nervous walking in, but quickly relaxed. We watched a couple have sex, saw lots of oral sex happening in various places, and talked to some really great, friendly people. Our night ended in the hot tub, where Jack fingered me to orgasm. The hot tub and lights were turned off before we had an opportunity for more.
We enjoyed everything so much we extended our stay in Las Vegas another night so we could go back to Red Rooster right away. It was a good decision.
Fun in the Hot Tub
We got there at 9 p.m. when the club opens so we would have more time than the night before. We got drinks and sat at a table for a while and talked while Jack rubbed my back and sides. After a while we got towels and headed to the hot tub. We stripped down, leaving our clothes on a table near the hot tub, and got in the water. There was another couple in the hot tub already playing. Their self-confidence and personalities made them so hot. He lifted her up so she was laying beside the hot tub with her legs in the water and he ate her pussy before fucking her. When they were done he left the water, but she got back in.
Jack and I were playing, but the water made sex difficult. Instead Jack was playing with my pussy and tits while I stroked his dick. The girl said we were fucking hot as hell and sexy to watch. She asked if she could rub my back and I said yes. Her hands on my back with Jack’s fingers inside me felt amazing. The two of them made me cum while people sat around and watched. I enjoyed every minute of it!
Later in the night we were passing through the dance floor wearing only towels and she saw us. She said something about us still being at it and grabbed my ass with both hands which made me laugh. I liked her.
Older Couple
After taking a break from the hot tub for a while we wondered back in there. An older couple we had seen the night before was in the water with another man. The couple wasn’t purely physically attractive, but after watching her suck his dick the night before they seemed sexy to us. We all chatted for awhile before the conversation died out with Jack getting all of my attention. I absolutely love when he touches me and often forget everything else around me.
When we decided to take a break again and go outside the older couple told us upstairs was empty, which is why they ended up in the hot tub.
Choices
While we were outside Jack gave me a choice: upstairs, hot tub, or one of the bedrooms. He’d been telling me all night I was getting fucked before leaving, either him or another guy. Oh, how that turned me on! After talking it over we decided to go upstairs.
Upstairs & The Other Couple
Wearing only our towels we went into the couples only area. Jack led me into the first room. We dropped our towels and got on the bed furthest from the door. Jack was definitely in a good mood and started eating my pussy right away.
At some point a couple came in the room and got on the next bed. I don’t know how long they were there before the man asked if they could join us. I almost said no thank you, but didn’t. It was an experience I wanted and wanted to share with Jack. After a quick look at them I said yes and asked Jack if he was okay with it. He said yes.
The Good
The man started fingering me while she moved over and sucked Jack’s dick. I absolutely loved seeing that! It had been something that turned me on when I thought about it for quite some time. Seeing it was just as hot as my fantasies. Watching some female I’d never laid eyes on before suck my husband’s dick while I her partner fingered me made me cum. It was a glorious wave sweeping through my body.
Jack leaned over and took one of my tits in his mouth the same time the other man did. It was such a turn on that Jack was right there beside me, a stranger’s mouth on his cock, while he touched me and watched me getting pleasure from another man. I quickly came again.
I reached down and stroked the man’s dick before he put on some numbing gel (I hate that stupid stuff) and then got a condom. That’s when I realized we had left the condoms we brought downstairs in the locker. The man passed a condom to Jack. I felt bad he had to use a regular condom because they are so small and tight on him.
The guy’s dick was a little smaller than average and he slapped it against my wet pussy. That is something I like the feel of when Jack does it, but realized in that moment it is because of the size and weight of it. A heavy fat cock slapping between my spread legs feels very good. It’s not the same feeling with a small one. Reaching down again I stroked his dick. I liked the feel of a different cock in my hand, feeling how hard it was. I was looking at Jack when the man I never learned the name of slid into me. The way a different man felt inside me, Jack watching, the thrill of it all, made me cum again.
Everything felt good, very good.
Jack and the woman moved and I couldn’t see him anymore. I knew he was fucking her because of the sound she made when he pushed inside of her. When I heard her I thought, “Yes! I know how that feels.” I knew she was enjoying him. But I wanted to see! I told the man above me I wanted to see and he moved me on the bed. Seeing Jack fuck her while her partner was thrusting in and out of me was something I wasn’t sure how I would react to until it happened, but it was good. Everything about the situation turned me on.
The Not So Good
My attention went back to the man on top of me. Later when I looked over at Jack again is when everything went wrong. So wrong. At some point the woman had moved and was at the head of the bed with Jack. Me and her partner were flipped around with my head at the foot of the bed. I couldn’t see Jack and couldn’t touch him when I reached out.
I immediately had an intense feeling of being lost and alone. Jack wasn’t far away, but in that moment it felt like he was on the other side of the world. The feeling was upsetting, unsettling, and physically wrong. I wanted to stop, but decided to try and keep going. I had been enjoying it after all and I didn’t want to ruin anything for anyone else involved. My focus shifted back to the man, but I couldn’t stay focused on him for more than another minute. The feeling of isolation was so overwhelming I couldn’t think or feel anything else. I hated it and had to make it stop.
Stopping
I told the guy I couldn’t do it anymore and he immediately pulled out, moved back, and said okay. He didn’t make me feel bad about it or anything, just turned his attention to his partner. I sat up and looked at them. All I could see was Jack’s back. I had an overwhelming feeling of need for him.
It took a couple of tries before I was able to get Jack to look at me and shake my head at him. The next second he had moved in front of me. It seemed like he knew immediately I was not okay, but Jack later said he didn’t think about anything, just came to me.
With Jack
Jack asked what was wrong, but I only shook my head. I didn’t want to say anything in front of them. They were on the bed behind Jack having sex. All I said when Jack asked if I was okay was, “I will be.” The emotions I felt were overwhelming and I was trying not to cry. I don’t remember exactly what happened next or what was said, but Jack was kissing me. He was inside me when I realized the other couple had left.
Other people were in the room and all of the beds were full when a couple got on the bed with us. We didn’t mind. It seemed normal for someone to grab any available space to play. When Jack and I finished I realized it was the woman from earlier and someone else. We moved off the bed, got our towels, and went into the bathroom.
Telling Jack
In the bathroom Jack questioned me again and I couldn’t hold back the tears. We left the bathroom and went outside to vape and talk. We found a table away from other people and near a heater so we could talk more privately. I told Jack physically it was fine, fun, enjoyable. It wasn’t him with another woman. It was not being able to see or touch him. I have never felt so isolated or alone in my life and I could not handle the feeling. We talked and Jack was patient and kind, and still very turned on.
It was nearly closing time, so we went inside to get dressed. Jack told me he wanted to fuck me again and was all hands. With considerable effort I got dressed and kept my clothes on as Jack kept pulling them off. We went outside to wait for our Uber and Jack was all over me. His hands were under my shirt, under my skirt, touching me everywhere he could. On the drive back to the hotel he kept touching me and pleasing me. My stomach ached from trying to be quiet as he made me cum in the backseat. He didn’t stop on the way up to the room.
I admit his attentions made me feel better, erasing the negative feelings I’d experienced such a short time ago. In the room we nearly attacked each other in a lust filled craze. The sex was better than words can describe.
Going Home
On the drive home we talked and I tried to explain what had happened, how I felt. I think Jack understood. He asked if it was traumatizing or scary, would I lose sleep over it. The answer was no. That was largely because of how Jack responded to me and listened to me afterwards. It was a learning experience.
We learned I need to be able to see or touch Jack. From the start we said this was about us and for us. In that moment it did not feel like us, but I felt completely cut off from the person I love and trust most in the world. Feeling that way is not something I ever want to repeat, so we talked it through. We realized we could make simple changes going forward to prevent another swap from being an emotional minefield.
The negative reaction I had could have been an excuse to stop playing before we’d even really begun. Instead we used it as a learning experience. There had been more good than bad in the swap. We both enjoyed it enough to know we wanted to continue playing and exploring. So we have.
